Wow..

So...I jump on thing for a period of time then I forget about them!!!! Not always a great thing...but atleast I know I need to keep up with myself!!! I started Ogle, and I love it. I suprise myself daily. I'm comfortable doing everything taught thus far. Short layers kinda scare me, but I can get it done!!! I'm wanting to get my Yoga certification before I finish Ogle so I can have that cat in the bag already. No more pappadeaux for me. It was not a atmosphere I wanted to be in, and was not the job for me. Mike has been very supportive of me not having a job. Too much stress on me is a HORRIBLE thing. I want to focus on the present and the future. That being my relationship with Christ, my marriage, and my career. God has been moving in me in ways that are not explainable. I've been constantly going through some rough times, but I always make it out alive. He protects his people. He's bringing people in my life to show me Him in a different way. I love it. This song has hit my heart so heavy this week..

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sd6U5ci_uB8

Hold my heart by Tenth Avenue North




How long must I pray, must I pray to You? How long must I wait, must I wait for You? How long 'til I see Your face, see You shining through? I'm on my knees, begging You to notice me.I'm on my knees, Father will you turn to me? One tear in the dropping rain, One voice in the sea of painCould the maker of the starsHear the sound of my breakin' heart? One light, that's all I amRight now I can barely standIf You're everything You say You areWon't You come close and hold my heartI've been so afraid, afraid to close my eyesSo much can slip away before I say goodbye.But if there's no other way, I'm done asking why.Cuz I'm on my knees, begging You to turn to meI'm on my knees, Father will you run to me? One tear in the dropping rain, One voice in the sea of painCould the maker of the starsHear the sound of my breakin' heart? One light, that's all I amRight now I can barely standIf You're everything You say You areWon't You come close and hold my heart.So many questions without answers, Your promises remainI can't sleep but I'll take my chances to hear You call my nameTo hear You call my nameOne tear in the dropping rain, One voice in the sea of painCould the maker of the starsHear the sound of my breakin' heart? One light, that's all I amRight now I can barely standIf You're everything You say You areWon't You come close and hold my heart.Hold my heart, could you hold my heart? Hold my heart.